
Pedernal Journey 2009
12" x 9" unframed
Artist Note:
Appreciating imperfections...
One day in my study of tree forms and their interactive relationship to the sky,
I came to realize that trees - bent, twisted, windblown - are glorious in their
imperfections. As I reflected further and wrote in my journal about this, I came
to realize that every one of us has personalities with imperfections. We live in
a imperfect world, and it is these imperfections that give us character. Yet we
are so driven by the illusion of perfection, which binds us and keeps us from
experiencing ourselves fully and honestly.
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Pedernal 2008
9" x 12" unframed
Artist Note:
Relaxing into the stillness...
I crave the quiet, yet in order to move into the stillness I need to paint, I battle with the intensity of my energy. I have found if I can allow myself to relax into the now, I connect with something deeper in myself. When I do that, my painting will reflect that living moment of energy - both the energy in myself in the moment, and the energy of the place itself. There comes an ease in the stroke, a conversation of color that is effortlessly projected into the painting. |

Pedernal 2006
9" x 12" unframed
Artist Note:
Worthiness...
I have such a drive to produce an outcome, to justify the time I have invested in a task. Just giving myself the gift of taking time to paint is challenging. I am filled with the mind chatter of "nothing to show for it," or "good time wasted." After battling the mind chatter for a year, I came back to painting. One extremely cold spring day, painting Plein Air at the Dixon apple orchard, I was curled up in the back of my SUV, wondering what I was doing out here. But, sipping on the warm tea I had brought and watching the fragrant blossoms laced with icicles from the night before, I suddenly understood why I'd come. Why I was painting. It was a quiet gift to myself. A day off, to be free of the mind chatter, to sit in wonderment at the scene before me and just be present.
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